Well, how am I suppose to react? Happy? Fearful? errrr.. juz adapt n accept i guess..
My status from juz being a married woman will soon turn to be a MOMMY..real MOM n not some GODMA (like wat I'm oways be for my frens' kiddos). Well, dis one is a total mixed feelings.. happy+excited+jubilent+scared... woah different kinda feelings all mixed into one!!! N yes, dun remind me...I'm left with another 97 more days to go b4 my actual due date (24Oct07). I pray for a smooth natural delivery (hopefully I dun hv to rely on dat epidural!) *cross fingers*
Now it's ending soon, I'm sad coz I'm gonna miss my whole pregnancy experience. Especially da whining n complaining part to all my loved ones .. u know things like when my feets hurt or juz get plain exhausted frm walking.. n simply refused to cook.. yr hubby n mom will juz close one eye n still comfort u wz love, care n concern.. *boohhhh0ooo* soon i'll be losing all dos attention, n da next one will be of coz another pregnancy.... nnnn... dat is not wat i'm hoping for in near future... u heard dat hubby? Not-so-soon ehh.....
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Apart from my delivery tat will be happening pretty soon... A new sis-in-law will soon join da family this early sept... For Dis?? I'm sick n tired.. *sianz big time* Coz y? Simple.. I dun like her n I've got my reasons for hating her also. N yesterday nite, she tried to break da ice by sms-ing me, asking dis n dat..like y am i always giving her dis awkward n cold greetings whenever we were face-to-face. Being a hypocrite wz a consent of my hubby, I've gt to be low profile n be pretentious n said dat, "Oh no issues actually.. juz dat I dun know u dat well n we got different personality wz no common issues to talk abt.." (in my heart goes, ya ya yah ika... u lied big time!!..so wat!@@@#!!...) N wen hubby told me tat yest, his bro n her actually went for the khursus rumah tangga, I immediately went, "Ahakzzzzz... so nw she realised how important to establish gd relationship wz future in-laws is it... muz be da ustazah's teaching, no wonder.."
*roll eyes* I'm being sarcastic??? Hmmpphhh... She deserves it..
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Another major change tat will soon take place is hubby changing his job if his upcoming interview comes successful.. *pray for him* Hmmm..
Hubby: Dun worry, if dis decision makes best out of everything for our family esp after considering all da factors we've been discussing, I'll be at yr most support behind. Even when later things will go wrong, we'll figure out something. No matter wat happens, I juz want u to know dat me n jnr will always be der for u. Dis will definitely strengthens the bond between us, n I'll lurve u more each day to come.. Insya allah...
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So come another not-so-major change is I'm growing 1 yr older in abt 33 days more to come..
Woohoooo.... So hubby wat's in store for celebration???
*winkz & smooches*
